I am struggling. I cried this morning before David went to
work and I bawled my eyes out this evening when he got home. I am exhausted. Just
*waves hands around* everything. Everything.
Went to the allotment today to feed the birds and break the
ice on the pond. The ice was over 2 inches thick. The bird seed still hasn’t
been touched. I checked, it isn’t frozen. Maybe they just aren’t used to the
feeders yet.
Been shopping today. Got myself another hibiscus twig from
poundland, so it is now in a pot with a plastic bag over it. David gave me the
first part of my valentines gift this morning to cheer me up – it is a little
hedgehog planter. It now has a plant in it!
I am determined to make good batter puddings so I bought a
mini loaf pan.
My head is tired and sad and owwie.
I feel so guilty for feeling like this.
